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12of7 TempleOS

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Venting session: For the last 4-5 years or so I have been under psychological sabotage by CIA glowing reptilioids. Every project I started, however simple, always got postponed, for no particular reason. I have coded several programs, fixed the same bugs TOS had (from templeos.org post Terry's death) time and time again. I want to finally do something, yet I sit in the same position I sat all these years. Time is slipping by and I'm already nearing 20 with no remarkable publication to either my 12of7 persona, or my real name. I feel burning shame for letting down my younger self, yet I can't seem to pull myself up for the life of me.

I am left to either wait for someone to grab me by my dragging handle into recovery, or to somehow start my (metaphorically) seized up engine.

May God have mercy.

I don't even have hope anymore...

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